Sweet Intoxication of Brandy.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

life n live @ 9:01 PM

its a very weird thing to blog in my bed in a hospital ward. the knowledge that the bed is my is even more scary and terrifying.

pneumothorax - the condition I'm having now.

been in a ward for days. had a chest tube in my lungs for 3 times. In the same span i had a operation in my left lung to mend up my little hole.

Really really scary to know one can just live so short and die so easy. Its almost an awakening to realise there is really so much to do and so little precious time we have.

I am still in hospital, trying my best to live. Throughout my time here, i have spent some time to remember what my past relationship is about. There are happy times and there are sad. But they are all valuable memories i will learn to appreciate. And these lovely ladies are a beautiful part of my life. They shared their care their love and their time with a not so special boy like me. I got to feel honoured and i want to thank all of them for everything they have done.

But when i was pushed into the operating theatre my mind was not on my most recent ex or any of my previous ones. My mind is on some one else. Maybe i should chase her, once I'm well. Maybe i will do that.

Nobody

Name: Brandon

A broken bottle of liqueur,
Empty and stale without a single ripple.
Brewed in the forgotten year of 1984,
A spirit that none will tip to pour.
Lock up in a cold cellar of no summer or fall,
Maybe it has no right to ask for any more.
Will you buy it and bring it out to thaw,
Give it some warm or amore