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Saturday, January 05, 2008
2008 @ 2:54 AM
It is a new year, haven't been blogging for ages. Just some random updates then.
Manage to pass my second last semester, got a 4.2 GPA by fluke considering how much i played. I just hope to pass my last semester, it will not impact my second lower crap honours no matter how magnificent or disastrous my result be. And i am indeed quite lucky to be able to pass it, because they are people i know who barely make it, and even some who didn't make it.
I hope i can enjoy my last period of my life as a full time student. It is quite demoralizing actually. All those carefree days and freedom are going to be a thing of the past soon.
24. Not the number of hours per day, but my age. How time is unforgiving and merciless is saddening.
Loneliness is a disease. It eats up your heart and fill it with negativity. Perhaps because it is 3am already or maybe just because my heart yearn for someone i can hold on to for this cold night.
Did some part time job this holiday, managed to spend half of what i earned already. Perhaps i never really buy anything beyond the necessities or maybe some comics for myself for a long while.
My family is falling apart in various ways. I never heard my mom for ages, I don't really mind that. Some of the things she does turn me off anyway. Despite so, i do not hate her, it is more of disappointment i think. But i guess she is not going through it any easier too. My sister is still seldom around, then again I myself ain't around often enough to see her anyway. My dad is working daily. Putting in more effort to earn much less than he used to. Driving a taxi around is not as easy as some people see actually. The price hike for the taxi services is not doing taxi drivers out there any favours. I do not think most cabbies welcome it.
A lot of things in life really ain't that important actually. Maybe people will be happier if they see things that way.
Happy New Year. It is a formality, what is so happy about the new year?
Nobody
Name: Brandon
A broken bottle of liqueur,
Empty and stale without a single ripple.
Brewed in the forgotten year of 1984,
A spirit that none will tip to pour.
Lock up in a cold cellar of no summer or fall,
Maybe it has no right to ask for any more.
Will you buy it and bring it out to thaw,
Give it some warm or amore