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Festival of loneliness

My last week of every year has always been thwarted by floods of negativity since 3 years back. This year I spent Christmas eve, Christmas day and new year's eve alone. The flood seems to be the peak for many years, and worst than the one in Thompson road. And blogging at 934p.m. is a clear sign of my depressed life...

My house is silence as always. The vibrating sound of my laptop seems so loud but the sounds of joy seems so distant and soft. The lifeless me is watching 'one litre of tears' on youtube. How possible for anyone to live with the illness? I think I will kill myself ten times over if I have something like that. I think the pain of the parents is immense... It is things like these that make me feel fortunate, at the same time why i should be depressed because life is so void of meaning...

Name: Brandon

A broken bottle of liqueur,
Empty and stale without a single ripple.
Brewed in the forgotten year of 1984,
A spirit that none will tip to pour.
Lock up in a cold cellar of no summer or fall,
Maybe it has no right to ask for any more.
Will you buy it and bring it out to thaw,
Give it some warm or amore

/S boy
Weiling


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