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Festival of loneliness

My last week of every year has always been thwarted by floods of negativity since 3 years back. This year I spent Christmas eve, Christmas day and new year's eve alone. The flood seems to be the peak for many years, and worst than the one in Thompson road. And blogging at 934p.m. is a clear sign of my depressed life...

My house is silence as always. The vibrating sound of my laptop seems so loud but the sounds of joy seems so distant and soft. The lifeless me is watching 'one litre of tears' on youtube. How possible for anyone to live with the illness? I think I will kill myself ten times over if I have something like that. I think the pain of the parents is immense... It is things like these that make me feel fortunate, at the same time why i should be depressed because life is so void of meaning...

This post is for someone who ask why I haven't update my blog for ages. Think it is very suitable for both of us? haha.......

I am not so sure about others, but I do think about what I have done at times. And I think I should carry on the bad habit on new year eve. Maybe because I am a pessimist, I am only constantly reminded of all the unhappy things. Then again what's new?

To most people, their new year is often filled with new resolutions, new hopes, new aspiration. They wish that december 31 is a magic mirror with a special filter, hoping that all that is good will go on to the new year, and all that is bad will have a mirror opposite happening. The magic mirror never works for me, the new year will be filled with recurring regrets, despair, and a old helplessness to fate.

May all your new resolutions come true. I do not dare to seek for happiness. It has forsaken me. All i ask for is a little less sadness, if fate allows.

P.s. the title of the song is in blue

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

For people who think i am girlish, im not.. in fact i am more boyish than girlish. hee..

You Are Sunshine

Soothing and calm You are often held up by others as the ideal But too much of you, and they'll get burned You are best known for: your warmth Your dominant state: connecting

I am nice. LOL.. This is so not true.. haha

You've Experienced 48% of Life

You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to.

Hope there are good things coming then..

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

LOL... this is funny.. i never knew that i am one. wahaha..
P.s. Anyone want to try? But I will QC one oh... hahahaha

Name: Brandon

A broken bottle of liqueur,
Empty and stale without a single ripple.
Brewed in the forgotten year of 1984,
A spirit that none will tip to pour.
Lock up in a cold cellar of no summer or fall,
Maybe it has no right to ask for any more.
Will you buy it and bring it out to thaw,
Give it some warm or amore

/S boy
Weiling


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