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Nobody
Need
Me
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
ticking clocks @ 1:49 AM
I always thought the clock's hands is comparable to cancer, similarly it slowly drain your life away. The weird thing is it leaks away fastest when you don't realize it. When you do realize it, time will then move too slowly, and every second is pure agony.
With a batting of an eyelid, the term break is behind me.
What have I done? Nothing! I did not manage to catch up with my studies, and spent most of my time in my room and break away from the cold harsh world.
Suddenly I feel like I need some alcohol to get intoxicated. To burn my throat as well as my frozen heart, to kill the chill tingling on my skin and numb the recurring pain that visits me every now and then. Too bad I am in hostel now. Too bad I always do not get what I wanted. Just toooooo bad I am like a slut to 'life', and get f**k around by it....
I will just have to make do with the sad songs that play out of my laptop and play right into my soul. Hopefully I will get tired enough to sleep soon...
Nobody
Name: Brandon
A broken bottle of liqueur,
Empty and stale without a single ripple.
Brewed in the forgotten year of 1984,
A spirit that none will tip to pour.
Lock up in a cold cellar of no summer or fall,
Maybe it has no right to ask for any more.
Will you buy it and bring it out to thaw,
Give it some warm or amore