Sweet Intoxication of Brandy.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Movie @ 4:42 AM

I always fancy meaningful or inspiring movies. I was never a big fan of the special effects or mega action. I prefer movies with substance. Only Matrix is a unique exception to my non-fancy of special effects movie. But the reason I adore Matrix is because the embedded meaning of the movie. You and I are never alive and awake. Our world is just a combination of interlinked dreams and imaginary existence. One can't even trust what one eyes see. Are you sure there is really a computer screen before u now? Your eyes see it, your hand feels it, but that is just what your brain tells you. How sure are you??

Back to the reason that inspires this post. I went to watch 'I not stupid too', though this time I wasn't alone. Haha.. Maybe it is better if I watch it alone, as predicted I end up weeping. (geesh) It is a moving story. Reminds me about my family in a few ways, and I share the same view as one of the kids from the movie. I was never a fan of local production but this show is superb. Maybe it is due to the movie drawing comparisons between itself and my life. Will I ever be able to call the house I return to my home? When do I have sounds in my house that is louder than the deafening silence?

Anyway, when has I turn into a cry baby? Sometimes, on my bed, or when I am alone, tears will water my eyes. Gently, my hands will take the tears away, but the pain will never go away with it. I will stop here. Till next time, when the blur in my eyes go away...

Nobody

Name: Brandon

A broken bottle of liqueur,
Empty and stale without a single ripple.
Brewed in the forgotten year of 1984,
A spirit that none will tip to pour.
Lock up in a cold cellar of no summer or fall,
Maybe it has no right to ask for any more.
Will you buy it and bring it out to thaw,
Give it some warm or amore